I look toward the horizon the sun is rising once again. Recently the sun has become my enemy rather than the once fond friend. If only we could be friends again. I wish I could embrace your warmth.I spend my mornings with the windows darkened to deny your existence.
Its if the cold of the night is pulling me into a dark abyss of depression that I cannot escape. I feel as though I am in the abusive relationship of the darkness. It beats me and I cannot escape it because I will not.
Oh dear sun I wish I could run into your embrace and leave the dark behind. Honestly sun what have you offered to me recently?
You have given me sadness and depression. Your days are filled with hate and bitterness. You never send anything good my way, in fact all the bad that has happened has happened during your watch.
Oh but the darkness is comfort. Even in the terror of the night I find comfort from the horrors of your day sun.
Please oh please sun send me a perfect filled with love and joy. I long for the days lived in the past. Remember the perfect long days of bliss we spent?
Oh how I wish for you again to comfort me.
I give you credit sun, today you sent me warmth. I threw open the blinds and you came in and comforted me. Oh how I have missed you in my life. Please let us never depart again. I only want the darkness to be something I must deal with not something I embrace.
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