Thankfullessness

Thankful?
Why should I be thankful?
What good thing has ever happened to me?
The world should be thanking me!
I have done so much for them!
They just don't realize it I suppose...
Is this irrational?
I am possibly the most UN-thankful person in history.
It's not my fault!
They just don't get me.
Why do I have to put up with all these UN-thankful people surrounding me?

I hate them more than they can hate me!
They never loved me!
So I will never love them!
There is venom inside all of them!

It's not my fault!
It is theirs!
Forget them all!
I am more important!
The world owes me!

Oh me!
I am a sad story.
I am thankless and I do not care.
How selfish I am to think that I should not be Thankful for something.
I'm not selfish I just choose to not see it any other way but mine!