Mutual Respect

Hind-sight is 20/20.
That's what I stated oh so clearly. You cheapened my futile attempt at grace. You bashed my head on the curb repeatedly and then left me for dead. Only to return again and insult me.
Not that it should surprise me you took every opportunity before this to tear up my world. You thought that I was a lump of clay for you to form. A blank slate to write on.

The only molding that resulted from your attempts was smashed by your hand of spite because of my independence. This slate has been written! You may have been allowed to write a few sentences in my life that would last in the positive. Instead you wrote a negative.
Brother you rushed the process.

Perhaps it was me... maybe I gave to much to quick, maybe I should have held back. Looking back I believe that is what I should have done. However we cannot change what has happened the only thing we can do is move forward.

What was it?
Did you really think you could totally shape me in a new way?
Did you really think that it was all up to you?

Take your cheap psychology and philosophy and box it up. Your reasoning's are cheap. You do not take time to invest in those around you to deserve the return you expect. An investment cashed to early has fees. Not only are you bad at your psychology, you are also bad at finances...

So that's it brother I give up on you... I depart with something less than spite and bitterness. Because those only hurt me. Honestly I don't have the time to spend thinking about how you did me wrong. Simply because I don't choose to allow that shape me brother.

But hear this do not attempt to shape another in the way you did me. Not only will it more than likely return the same results but you will find yourself more broke than this time, and honestly you have to much at stake to risk it the second time around.

So how about some mutual respect?