You have become the filter I use
I guess it is natural
Considering the effect you have had on my life
However you have become the ruination of me
This path I travel should have been lit by you
Instead you are the shadows lingering about
I am unable to trust another because of you
There seems to be no hope for me because of the pain you caused me.
You are the ruination of me
The scars I carry
And the bitterness within; though my own, stem from your actions.
Alas there is little hope for me to hold onto a healthy relationship
For I never knew one
This is the ruination of me.